| save us from sleep and what we are. |
[Mar. 3rd, 2007|10:01 pm] |
good eye, sniper
i shoot
you run
the words you scribbled on the walls
the loss of friends you didn't have
i'll call you when the time is right
are you in or are you out?
for them all to know the end of us alll
haha i haven't listen to coheed and cambria in a whilee.
actually i still havent. they're just stuck my head
ha ha
well anyway
today i was all depressed for no reason & junk and haley picked me up and made it all better :)
( pictures from the mug+mobile museum of art/mcdonalds/b&b pet stop/ etc. ) |
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| uihadkahdfsdh |
[Feb. 21st, 2007|08:48 pm] |
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| | relient k | ] |
i saw my favorite uncle EVER monday!
yeah i look like poo but notice how like hes so much taller than me
like 6'6
anyways
i dont feel like making up something clever so
( pictures from mardi gras )
ahh
i need trust. |
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| if happiness is knowing, then knowledge i have not. |
[Feb. 19th, 2007|05:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | head automatica | ] |
I needed just a hit, one hit
It's very little hit, I'm sure I won't like it
I needed to be heard, one hit would send me flying.
disclaimer: if you don't like to talk about religion, navigate away from this page. now.
i've been so happy lately. like, for my whole life i was raised as a christian and like, all last year i completely knocked all religion. when i moved to alabama, i had NO friends and i only wanted to be accepted. i didnt care about anything else. this only drove me into depression, and a need to find happiness in other things. (boys, alcohol, .. boys etc.) but, its like, if i would have just given it a chance, i could have saved so many precious moments in places of arguments with my parents. i would also have alot more freedom now. turns out, if you just do little things for your parents to prove their trust, they let you get away with alot. if you're constantly sneaking around, you have this HUGE weight on your shoulders ALL THE TIME. i went through most of 2006 with this weight. no actually, ALL of 2006. anyways- religion. i don't understand why people wouldnt believe in a God when the world is so beautiful. i have no reason to believe it just poofed out of nowhere. i also have come to understand that people that are thumping their bibles at you and screaming that you're going to hell arent real christians. if you have close friends that are christians and they try to talk to you about it all the time, its because the peace that they have and the happiness that they have is so.. amazing that they want to share it with people they love. its not "preaching to you". i am one of the first people to admit that i am no where near to perfect, and thats because i dont have to be. we're all made perfect in His image when we get saved. i was talking to my atheist friend and i asked him, "when you look at a painting, you automatically know there is an artist behind it. how is the world any different?" his response was,"one can be proven." thats the whole point. God doesnt have to be proven. its a fact to me, and it has to do with faith. i would rather believe in a God and die to find out there isnt one, then not believe in one and die to find out there IS one. if there turned out not to be one, i still didnt miss out on anything in my life. i;m not missing out on anything by being a christian. its no different than being vegan or straight edge. its how you chose to live your life, and you can't change it. |
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| beth's party |
[Feb. 18th, 2007|11:20 pm] |
was fun
i half expected it to be lame
but it wasnt :]
in the middle of the party beths dog broke her camera, mp3, &other things that are valuable
and she was crying but then like 5 minutes later tshe was like lets play truth or dare w00t
hahaha
( pictures ) |
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| praying for love in a lapdance |
[Feb. 15th, 2007|08:24 pm] |
grey ceiling on the earth
well it's lasted for a while
take my thoughts for what they're worth
i've been acting like a child
in your opinion, and what is that?
it's just a different point of view
what else can I do?
i said i'm sorry, yeah ii'm sorry.
i said i'm sorry , but for?
if i hurt you then i hate myself
don't want to hate myself, don't want to hurt you
why do you chew your pain?
if you only know how much i love you, love you
i won't be your winter
i won't be anyone's excuse to cry
we can be forgiven
i will be here
the old picture on the shelf
well it's been there for a while
a frozen image of ourselves
we are acting like a child
innocent and in a trance
a dance that lasted for a while
you read my eyes just like your diary,
oh remember, please remember
well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more
if I hurt you, then i hate myself, don't wanna hurt you
why do you chew your pain?
if you only knew how much I love you
i won't be your winter
i won't be anyone's excuse to cry
we can be forgiven
i will be here
<3
every day this week has felt like effin friday
but tomorrow it finally is !!!
today i beat 2 worlds on mario,
and i am like one castle away from beating world 8
hahakjhasjhs.
shut up
anyways
this 5 day weekend will be nothing short of AMAZING.
i like someone i shouldnt. |
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| asdfghj |
[Feb. 11th, 2007|05:41 pm] |
so last night the concert thing was sold out so
me, haley, my mom & dad & their friend went to eat
then haley got me ice cream :] and we went to ATS & then back to my house to rip music and watch Malibu's Most Wanted
( holla )
i've been really moody lately.
also i have a huge project due friday and i'm not looking forward to it at all.
at
all. |
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| i have |
[Feb. 7th, 2007|10:16 pm] |
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| | head on collision -hawk nelson | ] |
3 days to get obsessed with hawk nelson
haha
im going to winterjam or whatever this weekend
with my dad,mom&kesia
and haley!
who i found out today is going
& out of the lineup, hawk nelson is the only band i want to enjoy live
so i need to listen more
i actually like them
well today i stayed home
being sick sucks, but this weekend is going to be swellll. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 6th, 2007|07:06 pm] |
overrated boys and attention starved girls
a little curious, a little insecure
they call it love it might be premature
but they don't need excuses
to feel used, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once
to know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything
ready and willing. |
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| please don't believe my words are lacking honesty |
[Feb. 4th, 2007|09:56 pm] |
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| | buried a lie -senses fail | ] |
gym class heroes was on WABB yesterday
WTF?
and i totally texted xtina on that crisis because i text her about everything <3
yeah so
this weekend was fun
& worth it.
and i didnt even really do anything :]
so my brother is basically running out of basketball shorts
because i keep taking them haha
so i washed my hair today
it was SO DISGUSTING
like
it felt like a dog or something
a soft dog.. but none the less.
grrrooossss.
( pictures from this weekend ) |
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| i have this friend |
[Jan. 31st, 2007|05:59 pm] |
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| | where does the good go -tegan and sara | ] |
and i dont want to say his name because i know he'll read this, even though he doesnt have a livejournal. i worry about him alot. and i hate that all my close friends who deserve to be happy, aren't. they keep getting screwed over. i dont think i believe in karma anymore because i havent been getting anything i deserve, and the one person i so want to be unhappy is extremely happy. anyways so this friend, and girls. girls and my friend. girls are bad for him. i worry about him, alot. i and i hope he's okay. :/
on a lighter note, haley is burning me the tegan and sara CD!
aand, top model's new season starts tonight.
i'm stoked. |
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| echo |
[Jan. 24th, 2007|10:34 pm] |
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| | echo -the hush sound | ] |
i love am OBSESSED* with baths now.
they are the BEST thing ever.
and my mom put this lamp thing in my bathroom, so its all dim and nice, and i especially love listening to coldplay/the hush sound's piano only songs while taking said baths.
i also LOOVE having my hair brushed.
today has been so relaxing. plus im psyched for this weekend. |
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| i just gave myself the shiiivers |
[Jan. 22nd, 2007|06:46 pm] |
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| | cute is what we aim for | ] |
i love making plans on monday that fill up my whole weekend
ha
i want some of these:
i ate SO much today. ive stopped eating bad foods but i end up just eating more of the good ones. askhdsa
im sick of being nice. being nice gets me nowhere. |
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| mmmbop |
[Jan. 21st, 2007|08:45 pm] |
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| | mary go round -motion city soundtrack | ] |
so i was texting in church today and daniel sent me this:
him: tell your mom i said thank you
me: for what?
him: for bringing you into this world
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwe
haha
im so gay to think its cute but hey it was. i also think its funny that everyone thinks were gonna date but hes basically like my gay best friend. only he's not gay. you know what i mean? anyways he makes me smile.
me: haha :) thanks that made me smile
him: haha i'm glad i could make you smile. i knew that blinding light was familiar. it was your smile. and yes, i could see it from here
me: haha youre so cheesy but awwe :)
him: haha cheesy works for me though |
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| NEW HURRR |
[Jan. 19th, 2007|11:52 pm] |
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| |  giddy | ] |
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| | backstabber -the dresden dolls | ] |
its not really that different unless i tease it. but i like it. and i love amber. and her black stepdad<3
( boys suck so lets make cookies day ) |
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